to love and be loved..

how to really love someone??can love be eternity??sometimes when i see some ah po and ah gong who has no more teeth(i think got one pair that i saw is around 80+ yrs old) walking on the street and holding hands..i wonder how they can love each other so much..and after so so so many years of marriage and still can be so sweet..i do wonder if i can be like that with my hubby..
hmm...i wish someone can love me for the rest of my life now..relationship ain't a funny game..i wonder how some people can change bf like changing clothes..i got a fren who has almost 10 bf for the past 4 years..and my wish for this year will be M******* ** ** ***** ***..hope that it will come true..^^

here's the lyrics of a song by kai-i'll be loving you forever..nice song eh..

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart
You'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart
And tore it apart
I would love you still forever

You are the sun
You are my life
And you're the last thing on my mind
Before I go to sleep at night
You're always round
When I'm in need
When trouble's on my mind
You put my soul at ease
There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
So many reasons that I
Wanna spend forever with you

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart
And tore it apart
I would love you still forever

We've had our fun
And we've made mistakes
But who'd have guessed
That along that road
We'd learn to give and take
It's so much more
Than I could have dreamed (I could have dreamed)
You make loving you
So easy for me
There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
That is the reason that I
Wanna share forever with you

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart
And tore it apart
I would love you still forever

And girl I pray you'll leave me never
'Cause this is a world where lovers often go astray
But if we love each other?
We won't go won't go that way
So put your doubts aside
Do what it takes that make it rite
'Cause I'll love you
Forever
No one can tear us apart

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart
And tore it apart
I would love you still forever

if i could turn back the time

if i could turn back the time..i would like to go and see my parents when they were dating..i want to see who went after who coz my dad always tell me that it was my mom who went after him =.= ..doubt it..haha..
if i could turn back the time..i would like to see how did my mom gave birth to me..and see myself taking the very first breathe and cried for the first time..and to see what the doctor had told my mom..coz my mom told me that the doc said "wah...your daughter cry until so loud eh..baby tiger..must be very fierce..haha.." =.= every baby also cry until damn loud wan lar...
if i could turn back the time..i would like to go back to the old shop of my dad and see why my mom wanted to chase me around the house with my sis carrying me at the back..i remember that i cried during the whole scenario..and in my memory..i thought that it's because of me eating my sisters' chocs,that's why my mom wanted to whack me..but my sis say it's not like this..hmm...confusing though..
if i could turn back the time..i would like to see my grandma..really miss her much..
if i could turn back the time..i would like to see how wan theng and me fell down from the bike and my face hit the road..luckily no scar..*phew*
if i could turn back the time..i hope that i didn't swallow the fish bone..seriously..it's suffering to have your mom asking you to swallow rice..=.=
if i could turn back the time..i would like to get better results for my spm..
if i could turn back the time..i hope to correct all the mistakes that i have done..but that's impossible..>.<>

euro trip anyone?

finally...rm9.90 for the flight to london excluding tax and so on...like this only call "now everyone can fly" ma...kakaka....
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dear june...we can change plan to UK already...kakaka...then can stay in my cousin's house...lol...it's damn freaking cheap~~can say unbelievable..ehh...wait a minute..i thought all along MAS also monopoly the market wan eh??how come this time let Fly Asian Express(FAX) do so?? erm...not sure so what happened..but as long as everyone can fly with a cheap price then we should support lar..muahahaha...rm9.90..it's like taking bus from malacca to KL...wow..come and think of it..maybe i can just take a flight to london then go poland and say hie to piza's tower then take flight and come back malaysia again..=.= cheap sial..
ps:i know someone is gonna say something bout the pic d..haha..

2 down..1 more to go..

ahh...finally still left 2 days and 2 more hours to go for the final paper of this semester...*relief* but don't be so happy yet.. =.= because i scare i will need to take supp paper...stupid SAD and cryptography...ish....hope that computer security won't be that hard...pray pray and pray..willie just sold his vodafone...adios vodafone~gonna miss that phone much...ahh...when i go to hk...i think i'll buy a vodafone back...kakaka...then can sell for a high price...kakaka....just kidding....don't have so much cash lar...sobsob...anyway...in holiday mood now...no mood to study for the last paper...sienzz....ZZZZZ