Saturday, June 30, 2007

boring post

i'm very the sad when i think of my birthday..it falls on the industrial training period *piakkkkk*... tis means it's tearing my heart..but that's not the main point...when someone told me 8th of august is the start of midterm break..the sentence was like a disaster to me!!..

then my heart goes like.."brooonggggg brooonggggg!!" then "piannnngggg!!" then "piang piang piang!!!"1st wan means thunder...2nd wan means heart broken...3rd wan means pieces of my heart falling on the ground..wamiaoehhh!!! so sad case!!!! wth...already not much people around during industrial training..now midterm break!!!! will be souless in mlc k?? *piang piang piang continues*

i want a happening celebration for my 21st birthday~ so now have to plan to celeb it earlier..okay..here's a list of what i want..

anna sui's new perfume..

a tous ring..which is quite impossible..*ahem* *hinting*

many things that i want..hard to list down also...the most important thing is i want to celeb in a house or hotel room that's with a pool!!!!i wanna get everyone drunk!!!wahahahaha...liquor...bed..sofas...a pool...ahhh....sounds so comfy..haha..


n ya...sorry for the weirdness i have recently...i kept on telling friends i m facing some mental problem..but everyone is telling me it's not mental problem...haha...mood swings i guess..and june..i will fight the weirdness don't worry..BEAT!!!! FUCK YOU WEIRDNESS!!!!i will remember those words..and one day we shall go on top of the hill and shout it to the world k???hehe...that's a promise...or go to some beach together..really thanks a lot for hearing me out and comforting me..n also cheering me up..wahaha..best friend that i've ever met..muakkksss...

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

累了

近来知道得罪了朋友..那也好,至少可以让他长大..让他懂得这是一个怎样的世界..他刚体会到的东西..我n年前已懂了..人生还有好长的一段路啊朋友.

有时候懂自己的朋友背叛了自己,但我也装傻扮mong..宁愿相信自己没听过也不懂..至少不会失去了一个知己..所以很多时候我都把事情收在心里..我也懂当我把一个人当成了"兄弟"..其实不用说对不起,大家心里也懂对方在想什么..什么不爽就说出来..希望在读我部落格的你(你该懂你是谁吧..不用画公仔画出肠)知道我在说什么..

现在的我才知道原来用华语写blog是很好玩..不懂的人是时候去学华语了..wahaha..(now only i found out that writing blog in mandarin is fun..for those who don't understand,it's time for you to learn the language..wahaha..)

不要理会我..近来的我都很down..看得出吗? 应该看不出吧..我把自己的心情掩饰得很好了..不要写了..累了..

no more new frens for me

i don't wana know anyone new...so don't introduce new friends to me...
think i should be alone for this few months..just stick to my old friends..think that would be better? sounds pathetic?? no..i think that's the best for me...
now i wish i have a car crash n i can sleep inside the hospital for few days or 1 week...bahh...duno what else to say...

Monday, June 25, 2007

讨厌现在的我

我讨厌现在的我.总觉得我并不在做着自己.好想找回原本的我,可是我做不到.
犯贱..很好的字来形容我..我怎么了? 我也不懂..很想要离开地球到一个没有人懂我的地方.
很多时候很想做某些事情,但却害怕失去了才会后悔. 不做某些事情,却怕自己错过了一个人或东西.很矛盾对吧?
对自己绝望了..是绝望而不是失望..可见我觉得自己多失败吧..
好想抛开一切..什么人也不爱,什么事情也不想,什么事情也不做..那该有多好..别发梦了phoebe..sigh..
讨厌长大后的我..跟小时候的我很大差别..以前的我(小时候)- 要就是要,不要就是不要..
现在的我- 要或不要也不懂..不要的东西不懂怎么丢掉..要的东西不赶开口..为的都是身边的人,一切都想他们要的是什么,而不是我要的是什么..为的都是他们的感受..被人牵着鼻子走也无所为了..
以后的日子是怎么样的呢?我不想知道..见步行步咯..
simple yet complicated girl is not the type of good gf..just like me..懂了吗?

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

roadtards

okay..in case you don't know what roadtards are..ROADTARDS = retarded drivers.
grrr!!! i want to kill all the roadtards who are taking their own sweet time and driving slower than a tortoise!!!!!! imagine tortoise can walk faster than them~ *geram X10000.06854*
totally agree with what karen said "argh~! i wan a laser gun to shoot down all those pplz who drive slow!!..lolx "

i wish i have gun in my hand everytime i drive. so that whenever i see a roadtard, i can BANG!! head shot!!! muahahahaha...when i think of it..i feel so happy..okay....i know i m crazy..thanks for reminding... =)

you know sometimes when you are in a hurry to go some place, there will always appear one roadtard in front of you. sounds familiar?? 'cause now every morning when i drive to work and especially when i am already late, TADAHHH!!! one roadtard appear just in front of my car. *pluck + scratch hair* it's not the problem of slow also you know. like today, there's this fucking kelisa right in front of my car driving as slow as a tortoise or slower. but it's not the problem of the speed dammit!!!! it's the fella don't know how to drive and don't know when to brake. the motorcycle is so far away from him(10 feet away from him okay?? ahem ahem)and he kept on stepping on the stupid brake! *geram* you think your car is what?? aeroplane ar?? wth....

i wonder when the government will make a new rule - "people who drive too slow(for example 30km/h)on the fast lane will be fined RM30" then all the roadtards will turn to F1 drivers except for those old gong gong and popo la...imagine 70 yrs old gong gong driving F1..
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Saturday, June 16, 2007

air bali

okay..i think vincent is going to write the same post as me..haha....

you might think what's wrong with air bali...so let me tell you now...

AIR BALI MAKES PEOPLE GET DRUNK EASILY!!!

so don't ever drink 2 glasses of air bali at once...it makes you drunk and you'll be talking like nuts...

haha...anyway...it's crap lar...no such thing k?? don't trust what i write here....kakaka....only vincent will know what happened... =)

Thursday, June 14, 2007

terrible days..

okay..so my story of tuesday goes like this. during lunch time, me,wei yeow and wei kuang went out to datarn pahlawan for lunch. at 1st we wanted to had lunch at the shoplots beside mahkota parade, so wei kuang parked the car beside the shop lots. after realizing that the food is quite ex, we headed for the food court in dataran pahlawan( so tiring to walk with high heels and under the hot sun!!). we went back to the car after lunch and after coming out from the car park, just in front of mahkota parade, in just 1 second's time, wei kuang bang a proton car and the car bang a hyundai's ass. i had no idea what had happened!! (coz i was sitting behind and bz smsing) hak sei ngor lar~~~~ and we were suppose to get back to office at 2.10 but ended up me and wei yeow went back at 2.45pm and wei kuang at 4pm cause he went to report police. so sui(bad luck)~~!!!!

okay...the story of sui-ness has not yet ended. this incident happened yesterday and now i got this phobia already and it was very dramatic. -_____-''


it goes like this, when going out for lunch and when we were walking down the stairs ( i know..lunch time again..>.<) erm..maybe a picture is better to describe the situation.

i know my drawing sucks so shut up and stop laughing and listen to my story!! so that was me behind wearing high heels and taking a bag and the ong brothers in front. while walking down, i was talking to wei yeow and out of a sudden i know i was falling down. and there was this in my mind "shiiiiitttt!!!!! my god~~ not head go down pleaseeee!!"


lucky is that i slipped but not the head go down 1st like what you see in movies where people fell down from the stairs with head go down 1st and roll down the stairs. nono..my wan is just slipped down. unlucky is that my hand's injured, a bit injury on my thigh, my ass and my back is pain. and now you can see that i have a different size ass. 1 side is bigger and 1 side is smaller because of the stupid fall!!! so now you know what my phobia is..it's walking the stairs lar!


here's a photo of my injured hand

sobsob....


me,wei kuang and wei yeow come out with a conclusion : the company brings sui-ness to us cause the feng shui is not good and the company is just like a storeroom..wei kuang and me had gone throgh the sui time..so when is wei yeow's?? hahaha...joking joking...enough of sui already, don't want him to be so sui as me and wei kuang. kakaka..



photo of me with vincent taken in sunshine bar last saturday..what happened in sunshine stays in sunshine.. n_n






and ya...got this chocolate from jia hong when he came back from labuan.






and got this from wen how..esprit keychain..

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

don't leave me pleaseeee~!!

i know it's been some time since my last post. but i know no one is reading my blog so who cares? i'm feeling old now..why?? because when i see these photos,i can't differentiateif it's a guy and a girl!!!!!! i feel that i'm at the same level as my parents (my parents can't tell if a tomboy is a girl or guy @@).
they are cool, they are "handsome", they are cute..indescribable i can say. just take a look at these photos...
1.) that one in the circle is a girl or guy? (answers are at the bottom)

2. Girl or guy?

3.)the one in circle is girl or guy?


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so how many you got it correct?? haha..